yoz, i am back againz
you know, i feel so lucky to be siting next to her for that whole month. Anyway, i also got to know many other pple like the one sitting on my right ST and the one sitting behind me, YM. Why bring up the other 2, well, its because these 2 became her Best friends after that! They clicked on real well knowz... wonder why... maybe its because they are gals. Anyway, as time passed, i got to know WC(thats her name) better. i suppose she also got to know me better but still not well enough anyway. At that age, i didnt really think about fallin in love and having a relationship with her. I just felt happy everyday meeting her. But you knowz, WC was the most beautiful gal in class to me.
However, good things dun last forever. One day, the teacher decided to change our seats.... wonder why... it just destroyed everything... sigh~ she was moved to the other end of the class.... can u imagine that... My heart just sank, not rock bottom though. But it was really upseting, to see her sitting so far away from me made me real sad....

yoz,
now to continue on that gal =P
i still remember, one the 2nd week of the school term, i didnt have a complete set of my books yet due to the bookshop running outta stock. So i was missing a Lit textbook. So during the Lit lesson, i had to find somone to share the lit text. So guess who did i choose to sit next to, to share the lit text? Her of cause! Hahaz, my heart was pounding when i asked her if i could share with her. She smiled and of cause she agreed and i pulled my chair next to her and she shared the lit text with me. =) you can imagine how exciting that was.... She was a real hardworking gal knowz, she took notes at everything the teacher said and i still remember wad the poem was about. It was about the comparing of drawers to a block of flat. Chim huhz. Anyway, we hardly talked to each other although we were sitting next together and sharing the book. But that was the 1st step to getting know her better i suppose. The lesson ended sorta early to me that day. Anyway, during the english lesson, the teacher got us to introduce ourselves.. and of cause... i was waiting to hear her name.. It was a Chim name u know.. goodness. A little hard to pronounce so i had to write it down somewhere. Imagine how happy was i when i got at least to know her FULL name =)

Yoz tweety,
You excited? I am about to tell you about the 2nd time i fell in love knowz, and i think its the biggest so far.

I still do remember, when i was in sec1. I just stepped into this secondary school and it was enormous compared to the primary school. Everything went fine, i suppose its because i am already in sec1.. Anyway, wanna know how i met this gal? =P It was the 1st week and classes was as per normal. There were also many new faces that i had never seen before.

One day, we were told to write a compo and i finished it sorta early so i looked around... everyone was quietly in their seats and busily writing their compo. As i looked at the many new faces around me, my eyes fell upon this gal sitting beside me on my left. She had her head bent down so much that her face was like lynig in the air above the table. Can you imagine that? She had a hair tied with a few strands of hair coming down at the 2 sides of her chubby face. =) starting to get at something are you =) But what struck me most at that moment was the way she bent her head and and with that look of like determination to write her best. I stared at her for awhile and suddenly, she looked at me with her glassy eyes. I was stunned for a moment and then said "wha, u bend so low to write arz" . then she started to giggle. =)

This was how I 1st met her and i still didnt know her name then yet....=P

Hi tweety, told ya that i would tell ya about how my love life was rite. hmmz. The 1st time that i fell in love was when i was in pri 5, got to know this gal who just came in my class due to the streaming in pri4. She wasent that pretty, but seriously, my heart started to pound each time i saw her.
i dunno how it started out, but all i can say is the we had this night classes together. The school called it the STEP class. And goodness me, it was at night when this STEP class was held. Maybe, when pple fall in love in primary school, you call it puppy love? But what was most memorable was that i actually walked her home every night after those night classes. Not to say that after walking her home, i had to walk across this Bridge that cars used as a highway and bear the mosquitoes as i walked through the grassy area b4 i could reach home.
As time passed and as i constantly walked her home, i even got to know her parents and her younger brother. Not bad for a primary school kid huhz =). i think what was most surprising was that her parents didnt seem to mind me walking her home every night and once they even wanted to treat me to eat durians! goodness! haha but it was really something to remember on my younger days.
I still remember, there was a time when i wanted to progress a little further and it was to walk her to class as well. So as usual i took a bus outside school and walked to her block and loitered around till she came down. Then i pretended that it was all so coincidental that i met her, and then walked her to school for the night classes. =P sly wasnt i =)
We didnt progress real far, the furthest, as i have said, was to walk her home after night classes. I didnt know what she thought of me then, cause i didnt dare to ask. And i suppose she thought that it was along the way for me to walk her home... :|
However, this "courting" of her ended after 2 years. gosh, i wooed her for 2 whole years you know... But i dun think its a waste, its just the expeience i think. At then end of pri 6, she left for another secandary school. And we never did contact each other againz.... wonder if this is a failure for me =( but as i said, its the experience and the memory....

Ni zui qiu de shi yi zong lang man gan jue
Hai shi na bu bi fu ze ren de re qing...
wha... this phrase nice siaz... song sung by the Zhang Xin Ze worz...
hmm... tweety arz... why are gals always so fickle minded arz? One time say this one ok, then the next time say "did i say its ok?" Haiz Nu Ren ar, Zhen mah fan. =) but i believe that not all gals are like that lorz... hmmz. me already 18 years old knowz, but till now still have not found the right match for me yet. Also arz, why do gals always like to bluff their way out? They say that they have to do this but in actual fact they dun... why? Maybe its to save face? Or maybe they dun want to meet up with difficult situation. So far i have only fallen in love 3 times knowz.. but the 2nd time i think is the most memorable as well as the most painful... hmmz gtg, tell ya about it next timez