Saturday, April 19, 2003

Well, today i am trying this blog thingie... wonder wad it means siaz.. but i suppose that its like writing my own diary?
Sgh~ what is love siaz.
To love someone and not to love anyone at all both has disadvantages i suppose.
If u love someone and try to get her and in the end u fail, izzant that upsetting and hurtful?And if you choose not to love anyone at all, then its so very lonely siaz. what is all this????? goodness!!! This one cannot, that one also cannot, so i suppose going in between is the best? To love someone but not to let that person know and walk side by side with her?
But it just dun make sense as well.... u walk side by side with her and she tells u who she loves and u help her knowing full well that u love her?? Sigh~ why must love be such a complicating thing? But one thing for sure, is she is happy, so am i.....